Utopian
Wedding
Jayne Fowler
x In Movement
Fragments
constantly moving
from one place
to another
to a place
that doesn't exist
stored in my imagination
we are passing through
slowly exploring our field
moving into the unknown
a blurry journey repeats
and begins again
but maybe I go somewhere else
to peel all the layers off
that I picked up
along the way
and I move
I move around
with my self
everywhere
and nowhere
but what are you longing for
from one place to another
searching
the coming and going
disappearing and appearing
appearing disappearing
the force is pulling
pulling me back
into the unknown
what is this home we talk about
what is it
is it a space
a physical place
the place where you are
the four walls in Neukoelln
a flat, a house, a home
a feeling from the earth beneath
a place where I can be myself
where you are
when we are together
and all your things are there
making the place our place, in a way
to dream of our place
when I used to think
I could be anywhere
when everything around us crumbles
bringing myself
into my space
my body